Emergency Room From Hell

There is a local emergency room that actually scares me.  I’m not the only one- whenever I mention its name to someone (even my new oncologist who works for the same organization) the reaction is usually “Oh, I know what you mean. I/my brother/mom/ dad/friend/ etc went there and they almost killed me/them.”  Their postedContinue reading “Emergency Room From Hell”

Christians, Rape, and Abortion

Periodically,  I see something about adoption being the ‘best’ option with pregnancies from rape, usually by someone who has never been in that situation.   I got pregnant from a 6 hour violent rape in 1987, and was tormented about what to do.  As a Christian, abortion was something that was too painful to evenContinue reading “Christians, Rape, and Abortion”

Everlasting Moments

When I was 15 or 16 years old, I was into writing poetry.  One of the short ones was titled “A Minute” What is a minute in the course of eternity? Every minute a life begins. Every minute a life ends. A minute is forever. In going to the celebration service for Mary Kay Meeker,Continue reading “Everlasting Moments”

America’s Shameful Truth

To other countries, especially those we send financial aid to, it may seem unbelievable that ANY American lives in poverty, or has any problem getting enough food.  Looking at our obesity rates, it looks like we need to be sending more food overseas, and subsidizing treadmills here.  But it’s much more complex and complicated thanContinue reading “America’s Shameful Truth”

Numbnuts’ Revocation Information

I recently sent for and received the packet of information surrounding the parole revocation of the man who raped me in 1987.  I knew it had to involve some sort of assault/battery, or at least some sort of ‘physical’ crime.  I ended up getting more information than I thought I would.  It’s taken a coupleContinue reading “Numbnuts’ Revocation Information”

My Crazy, Amazing Schnauzer Mandy

Since my  11 1/2 year old miniature schnauzer was diagnosed with heart failure about six months ago, I find myself looking at her and thinking how blessed I am to have gotten her. As in the very specific and individual her. When I got her, my previous schnauzer had been gone a relatively short periodContinue reading “My Crazy, Amazing Schnauzer Mandy”

A Summary Of High School

I’ve been thinking about this on and off, and I’m sure there’s more rattling around in my thick skull than I can fit in one ‘basic’ length blog, so I’ll start with the basics !  I went to a school that was, at the time, a school where over %70 of the kids went onContinue reading “A Summary Of High School”

The New Oncologist

I saw the new oncologist yesterday. I was a bit nervous, but that ended up being wasted energy. The new guy is young, and the cancer center he’s associated with is pleasant. I told him that I’d been quite satisfied with the care the other guy gave regarding the cancer, but I was having aContinue reading “The New Oncologist”

Being Adopted

I’ve wanted to write about this for a long time, but haven’t really known where to start.  I still don’t, but I just got done watching the movie “October Baby”. The storyline isn’t anywhere close to the circumstances of me being put up for adoption, and yet there are things that I think go throughContinue reading “Being Adopted”