Missing Mandy

My schnauzer, Mandy, died 3 days ago.  It feels like she’s been gone for months, yet there are little things that remind me of her so many times during the day- I expect to see her.  She had her little quirks and eerie understanding of what I told her.  I expect to look up andContinue reading “Missing Mandy”

The Death of My Best Friend…Who Waits at The Rainbow Bridge

At 2:45 p.m. today (December 27, 2012), my best friend and amazing dog Mandy died in my arms.  About 15 minutes earlier, she had been lying on her ‘TV bed’ and made a sound that was similar to those she made when she’d faint, but not as loud and only one time (instead of theContinue reading “The Death of My Best Friend…Who Waits at The Rainbow Bridge”

I’m Grumpy Today

I’m not sure what my malfunction is, but I’m sorta grumpy.  I got up way earlier than usual (I’m one of those who is usually up half of the night and then sleeps until noon).  I’ve got a vague headache, but that’s nothing all that new. I have chronic headaches.  Christmas was really good- IContinue reading “I’m Grumpy Today”

I Just Want What’s Best For Her…

It’s so hard to know how to read what’s going on with Mandy (my 11.75 year old miniature schnauzer with heart failure).  She’s obviously not feeling well judging by her appetite and resistance to taking her medication (one is chewable, and she usually loves it; the others are pills I put in fruit that sheContinue reading “I Just Want What’s Best For Her…”

Watching, Waiting, Wondering… When?

I was a little on guard last night when Mandy (my 11.75 year old miniature schnauzer) was breathing a little ‘off’.  This morning, I knew things were worse. The rate of her breathing and use of muscles not usually needed to breathe were obvious. Then she didn’t want to eat.  I’d recently switched her overContinue reading “Watching, Waiting, Wondering… When?”

Parking Lot Death Zone and Other Traffic Obscenities

What is it with people speeding through parking lots perpendicular to the actual lanes? It’s horrifying to be leaving the grocery store parking lot only to have someone come barreling out of my right peripheral vision with no intention of stopping, and there’s no way they DON’T see me.  What makes people feel so ‘special’Continue reading “Parking Lot Death Zone and Other Traffic Obscenities”

To The Young Nurses…

…us ‘old school’ nurses don’t really hate you! At least this one doesn’t!  I miss being around students and new grads.  We’ve all been new, but things are different, and nursing school is VERY different than it used to be.  Back in the day, we didn’t graduate if we didn’t do all of the skillsContinue reading “To The Young Nurses…”

The Legendary Swedish Christmas Parties of My Youth

My mom had friends who wanted their sons to marry me so they could get an invite to our Swedish family Christmas parties.  When I was a kid, they were THE family party to look forward to every year.  My paternal grandmother had  a dozen siblings, and while not all of them were in theContinue reading “The Legendary Swedish Christmas Parties of My Youth”

Being a Nurse Family Member…

Most nurses know that the worst family members of patients are doctors, lawyers, and other nurses!  We know what to look for. We know what is standard operating procedure. We know what is correct technique. We know what the alarms and numbers mean. We know how things are supposed to be done…and we don’t wantContinue reading “Being a Nurse Family Member…”

When Dad Had Surgery

Those who have read my blogs know that my family is no stranger to various cancers and health issues.  My mom had bilateral mastectomies (separate surgeries), a lung resection, and brain tumor removed- all cancer. She also had chemotherapy and radiation. I’m a medical train wreck, including leukemia (APL/ AML- sub-type M3), diabetes, dysautonomia, multipleContinue reading “When Dad Had Surgery”