Inexperienced/New Nurses- Give Them A Break !

That old ‘nurses eat their young’ comment from less experienced nurses gets VERY old, but there is some truth to it, depending on where someone works.  I worked in Illinois and Texas, and I would hate to have been a new nurse in Illinois hospitals; being an experienced nurse in Illinois when I returned 17Continue reading “Inexperienced/New Nurses- Give Them A Break !”

Dysautonomia and Disability- Social Security and Medicare

According to some, I’m nothing but a leech on society.  Here in the US, needing help is seen as being nothing more than a parasitic slug that simply doesn’t want to work. There is no distinction made between those who are lazy (a minority of the people on government assistance), and those who have workedContinue reading “Dysautonomia and Disability- Social Security and Medicare”

Do I Really Belong Anywhere?

When I look at the vast number of ways people can be divisive, I feel even more like I don’t belong anywhere.  Whether it’s political, religious, or anything else, I don’t tow the party line anywhere.  I don’t believe in any extremes.  I hate labels.  I sometimes don’t know exactly where I stand on things,Continue reading “Do I Really Belong Anywhere?”

Autonomic Dysfunction and Daily Life

I get a lot of search engine topics relating to how dysautonomia affects daily life.  I’ve decided to write about how it affects me, and why I’m disabled by it.  This in no way is a comprehensive description of autonomic dysfunction- each person has various ways that it impacts them more, as well as differentContinue reading “Autonomic Dysfunction and Daily Life”

Dad Went To The Oncologist Today

Over the past few months, my 80-year old dad has been dealing with some health scares, starting with an egg-sized mass in his neck. Several weeks after it was found, he had surgery to remove it on November 30, 2012.  Surgery was considered very successful, as the surgeon was confident that the edges were allContinue reading “Dad Went To The Oncologist Today”

Running on Empty

The fall of 1981 was one of isolation, hopelessness, and being totally overwhelmed.  I was supposed to be having a wonderful time as a freshman at the University of Illinois- Urbana-Champaign campus.  I was 17 years old when I got there, and had become seriously anorexic the summer before when working as a nature counselorContinue reading “Running on Empty”

Eating Disorders and Suicide

This time of year stirs up memories of my first year at the University of Illinois (Champaign-Urbana campus).  I’d arrived there with anorexia well entrenched, after losing 45 pounds in about 6 weeks while working at a church summer camp as  a nature counselor.  I didn’t want to get to college ‘fat’.  And I didn’tContinue reading “Eating Disorders and Suicide”

Tis The Season…..

….to have all sorts of things churned up.  I don’t really get ”depressed’ over the holiday season, but more a vague sense of being overwhelmed since there are a lot of ‘anniversaries’ around this time.  This year added a new one with the death of my amazing, crazy companion- my miniature schnauzer Mandy, who diedContinue reading “Tis The Season…..”

Schnauzer Heart Failure

I’ve seen several search engine topics involving schnauzers having symptoms of heart failure, and fainting, even when asleep.  I’ve been there with two of my schnauzers. My last one just died 12 days ago… always consult your vet with questions, but here is my experience.   I’m also an RN (disabled, but got my licenseContinue reading “Schnauzer Heart Failure”

Nurses Aren’t Very Nice People

That was the search engine term on my blog site stats. That’s the perception of nurses by more than a few people (including myself at times when I’ve been a patient).  I have some definite opinions about this, and most of it relates to the move towards a more ‘concierge’ industry with those blasted ‘customerContinue reading “Nurses Aren’t Very Nice People”