It’s Been A Bad Few Months…

I’m so frustrated with the increase in limitations over the last few months, especially with my grandma not doing well (and wanting to see her).  I haven’t said a lot recently, but it’s not because things are better.  More things are falling apart.  My aunt called this morning to offer to come and get meContinue reading “It’s Been A Bad Few Months…”

Frustration and Unpredictability of Dysautonomia

I’m supposed to be over at my dad’s  friend’s home, eating tacos with them.  I’d looked forward to it since getting the invitation this morning.  I took a shower (not a simple task when temperature changes are risky) and got my extra ice vest inserts packed into the insulated bag, and the ‘full’ ice vestContinue reading “Frustration and Unpredictability of Dysautonomia”

To The Lead Voter in The Parole Board, Voting About the Guy Who Raped Me

Dear Sir, I think this is the third time I’ve sent in protests to the parole of Carl E. Chambers, who raped and sodomized me for roughly 6 hours on January 10, 1987.  It was a lovely Saturday morning in Austin, TX that quickly grew to be a matter of survival, and the ultimate nightmare.Continue reading “To The Lead Voter in The Parole Board, Voting About the Guy Who Raped Me”

Pain Management for the Non-addicted

Hydrocodone (Norco, Lortab, and Vicodin’s main ingredient) has been in the news a lot in the last few months.  People are dying from overdoses.  While that is very sad, it has created mayhem for those who take meds as directed.  Those who follow the rules are being ‘punished’ because of the actions of those whoContinue reading “Pain Management for the Non-addicted”

Triggered ER Memories…

I got a canned e-mail from my dad’s medical provider, asking for one of those Press-Ganey surveys to be filled out.   I don’t do those.   They’re a colossal waste of time, and the results are used ‘against’ nurses in ways that are demeaning of the job. They’re a popularity contest for healthcare. NursesContinue reading “Triggered ER Memories…”

Inexperienced/New Nurses- Give Them A Break !

That old ‘nurses eat their young’ comment from less experienced nurses gets VERY old, but there is some truth to it, depending on where someone works.  I worked in Illinois and Texas, and I would hate to have been a new nurse in Illinois hospitals; being an experienced nurse in Illinois when I returned 17Continue reading “Inexperienced/New Nurses- Give Them A Break !”

Do I Really Belong Anywhere?

When I look at the vast number of ways people can be divisive, I feel even more like I don’t belong anywhere.  Whether it’s political, religious, or anything else, I don’t tow the party line anywhere.  I don’t believe in any extremes.  I hate labels.  I sometimes don’t know exactly where I stand on things,Continue reading “Do I Really Belong Anywhere?”

Pediatric Dream To Pediatric Nightmare

I went to nursing school for one reason. I wanted to be a pediatric nurse for the rest of my life.  I loved my pediatrics rotation in nursing school, and the time I spent volunteering on the pediatric floor on Sundays (also during nursing school).  I babysat a lot as a teenager, and worked inContinue reading “Pediatric Dream To Pediatric Nightmare”

Nurse 101: How to Understand Your Nurse

In these days of patient satisfaction surveys, the actual quality of the nursing care has become a sideline in hospitals, clinics, and medical offices.  These surveys focus on things that have absolutely nothing to do with the quality of care or knowledge of the professional staff; they refer to the pleasantness of the hotel experienceContinue reading “Nurse 101: How to Understand Your Nurse”