Watching TV news, and working as an RN for years in the mental health and recovery fields, it’s so apparent why familial abuse is cyclical. Nobody knows any better. Nobody ‘grew up’ in a normal manner and completed developmental stages. They all end up stuck, confused, and in pain. They then traumatize any offspring they have- sometimes very unintentionally, but leaving behind another generation of damaged adults and more confused kids. While they do the best they can, they cause mass devastation. Others just become cruel. I’ve seen some horrendous families.
These parents can’t see things through their child’s eyes since they never completed developmental stages themselves. When a child enters the ‘terrible twos’, a very necessary developmental stage, the stuck parent can’t cope because they’re still functioning on an emotionally childish level themselves. So the actual toddler gets the brunt of it, and never learns how to get its own needs met, since the parent needs the kid to meet unmet needs of their own. The child becomes the nurturer, in an incredibly dysfunctional manner. The parent can’t identify their child’s needs since their own needs weren’t met. And they don’t know any better. Or that there’s even a problem (they have no other frame of reference). And they certainly can’t fix it on their own.
The wounds continue as the children learn to live without a functional parent. Life becomes a matter of surviving and just getting through it. Any sources of perceived love and care (no matter how horrendous or dysfunctional) become like beacons for these kids as they grow up. And the cycle continues, since the child ends up being used by those with an agenda, who seek them out. The lucky ones actually have functional adults step in and help them learn what is and isn’t healthy. Others become statistics, or abusers. And ‘parents’.
The more dysfunction and desperation I see on the news, the more I wonder how and when people became so damaged. I don’t think the majority of people strategically set out to screw up their kids, but they manage to do a good job of it none the less. And I wonder who hurt them. And so on. I can trace some deficits (perceived or real) that go back to the flu epidemic in 1917 or 1918. Orphans are abandoned souls, no matter how loving their assigned parents are. They then are clueless about bonding and attachment, since being vulnerable has only meant pain and loss in their child’s view of life. Their kids then have to learn to function with the only tools THEY have, and so on. Nobody meant to cause pain. Nobody meant to leave a legacy of abandonment and dysfunction…but it’s still there and very real for those who were left with the aftermath.
It’s easier for me to forgive pain caused by developmental neglect and loss than abusive behavior with no cause, or outright cruelty.