Feeling My Body Fail

This has been a rough six months on top of a weird twenty years.  I’d learned to deal with diabetes, fibromyalgia, chronic pain, degenerative disc disease, nocturnal seizures (left temporal), degenerative joint disease, GERD, and the temporary effects of acute disorders like multiple pulmonary emboli (all three lobes of my right lung and right pulmonaryContinue reading “Feeling My Body Fail”

Intervention and Treatment Memories

I gained a lot of weight during the time I was on chemo for leukemia.  It’s been very hard to get rid of it, as I’m also perimenopausal, and limited physically as far as what activity I can safely do.  Add a history of eating disorders, and the idea of losing weight is actually ratherContinue reading “Intervention and Treatment Memories”

Crazy Few Months…

I’m tired.  The last few months have been fairly miserable.  I’ve been on Nutrisystem since the latter part of May of this year.  That was all going well with more than 30 pounds lost and kept off even through the crazy stuff.  Then, sometime in late July (I think) I started having daily headaches withContinue reading “Crazy Few Months…”

Just One of Those Months

For the past week and a half, I’ve had some moderately severe jaw pain on the same side where I broke a tooth, and had said tooth repaired, requiring me to open my mouth wide enough to swallow the Hindenburg.  It hurt.  But a few shots of novocaine, and I blew it off.  Until theContinue reading “Just One of Those Months”

The Life of Cancer

When I was diagnosed with acute promyelocytic leukemia (APL) in late March 2010, I didn’t realize that cancer has a life of its own.  I expected to go through chemotherapy, have regular follow-up care, and move on. Done.  I’m already disabled, so I didn’t really think that cancer was going to be all that bad.Continue reading “The Life of Cancer”

Cancer’s New Normal

When I was going through the initial induction chemotherapy after being told I had AML/subtype M-3 or APL (acute promyelocytic leukemia), I just sort of went with the flow. My emotions were blunted- partly from fatigue, and partly from not really having the time to wrap my head around the idea of cancer before chemoContinue reading “Cancer’s New Normal”

Reviewing Mortality

Per Wolters Kluwer… (and the technical stuff doesn’t last long). INTRODUCTIONAcute myeloid leukemia (AML) refers to a group of hematopoietic neoplasms involving cells committed to the myeloid lineage. Acute promyelocytic leukemia (APL) is a biologically and clinically distinct variant of AML. APL was classified as AML-M3 in the older French-American-British (FAB) classification system and is currentlyContinue reading “Reviewing Mortality”

Letter to My Oncologist

First of all, I can never express enough gratitude and appreciation for what you did to treat the leukemia I was diagnosed with in 2010.  I’m thankful to God for your skills and incredible knowledge that helped to save my life.  Your awareness of the latest treatments for acute promyelocytic leukemia is wonderful .  I’llContinue reading “Letter to My Oncologist”

The Fat Chemo

When I was diagnosed with leukemia, and told I’d be getting various types of chemotherapy, my old weight conscious brain snuck up and was secretly pleased at the idea of weight loss.  I’m sure that sounds nuts, but it is what it is.  Initially, I did lose quite a bit of weight with the ‘inductionContinue reading “The Fat Chemo”