Time Buffers… It Does Not Heal All Wounds

Four years ago this morning, my dad called me at around 8:00 a.m.  He knew I generally slept until noon (up all night), so I knew it was something different and serious before I answered the phone.  He told me he couldn’t walk right, and asked if I could come to the house and seeContinue reading “Time Buffers… It Does Not Heal All Wounds”

Dad Went To The Oncologist Today

Over the past few months, my 80-year old dad has been dealing with some health scares, starting with an egg-sized mass in his neck. Several weeks after it was found, he had surgery to remove it on November 30, 2012.  Surgery was considered very successful, as the surgeon was confident that the edges were allContinue reading “Dad Went To The Oncologist Today”

Tis The Season…..

….to have all sorts of things churned up.  I don’t really get ”depressed’ over the holiday season, but more a vague sense of being overwhelmed since there are a lot of ‘anniversaries’ around this time.  This year added a new one with the death of my amazing, crazy companion- my miniature schnauzer Mandy, who diedContinue reading “Tis The Season…..”

Reviewing Mortality

Per Wolters Kluwer… (and the technical stuff doesn’t last long). INTRODUCTIONAcute myeloid leukemia (AML) refers to a group of hematopoietic neoplasms involving cells committed to the myeloid lineage. Acute promyelocytic leukemia (APL) is a biologically and clinically distinct variant of AML. APL was classified as AML-M3 in the older French-American-British (FAB) classification system and is currentlyContinue reading “Reviewing Mortality”

Sad and Scary Magnet

Sometimes I’ve wondered if I’ve got a sign on my forehead that screams “ALL FREAKS, C’mon over” !  I’m sure that everybody has experienced the same sorts of people in different ways…and some days I’m not so sure.  Maybe some of it has to do with being a nurse. People see nurses as helpful andContinue reading “Sad and Scary Magnet”

Letter to My Oncologist

First of all, I can never express enough gratitude and appreciation for what you did to treat the leukemia I was diagnosed with in 2010.  I’m thankful to God for your skills and incredible knowledge that helped to save my life.  Your awareness of the latest treatments for acute promyelocytic leukemia is wonderful .  I’llContinue reading “Letter to My Oncologist”

Riding The Scale: The Eating Disorder Roller Coaster

Eating disorders don’t always fit into nice little diagnostic criteria.  There are as many variations of anorexia, bulimia, binge eating disorder/compulsive overeating, and combinations of those as there are people with eating disorders.  The diagnostic criteria give guidelines for when to apply a specific diagnosis, but they are often very limited in their scope.  IfContinue reading “Riding The Scale: The Eating Disorder Roller Coaster”

Moving to Texas

All during nursing school I knew I needed to move away from my home town once I graduated and had my RN license.   I needed a chance to get out on my own and find out my own personal likes and dislikes, and just learn who I really was beyond what was either overtlyContinue reading “Moving to Texas”

Pediatric Dream To Pediatric Nightmare

I went to nursing school for one reason. I wanted to be a pediatric nurse for the rest of my life.  I loved my pediatrics rotation in nursing school, and the time I spent volunteering on the pediatric floor on Sundays (also during nursing school).  I babysat a lot as a teenager, and worked inContinue reading “Pediatric Dream To Pediatric Nightmare”

Where Was God During My Cancer?

Right next to me.  That is a huge reason why I got through it without too many emotional scars.  Yes, it was a scary thing to hear I had acute myelocytic leukemia. Yes, I was nervous about chemotherapy. I thought about dying.  But it was what it was.  Without my belief in God having everythingContinue reading “Where Was God During My Cancer?”